am feeling kinda moody recently...

just not in being the best of me...

couldnt sleep well.. couldnt eat well... with the increase expenses (esp for this month) and the decrease in income... i could barely make it through... haiz.. no choice but to have major cut down on my budget.. which means.. beside the necessities like food and transport... im NOT ALLOWED to spend anything beyond... haiz.. it's been really a long long time since i had to control my spending like this... how pathetic.. =(

i even rem the wrong date for my exam... ended up being the only one turning up in school.... felt so much like a fool... =(

recession is everywhere in the country... my work has been affected... though till today i still couldnt confirmed if it's 100% due to the recession, or just simply becos im not lucky enough?

i'm not worried abt being retrenched.. guess it's not time to worry for myself yet... but worrying for ppl ard me... seems like many of those ard me are working in company facing serious problem... wanna pray hard for them... it's really not easy to get a good job at times like this....

the news is filled depression news everyday... recession.. inflation... downsizing.. bombing.. riots... the sky seems to be over crowded with dark clouds... when will we see clear sky again?