Was sick for very long...

Constantly having serious headache... bad cough that caused me to be breathless at times.. shit man.. the long cough is back again... the last time i had it.. it took me 1 month to recover... Numerous sleepless nights... that might be the caused of headache i supposed..

the funny thing is.. a simple " i'm having difficulty sleeping at night and having very bad headache..." was followed by many many weird questions by the doc.. haha..

slight depression??? i almost fainted in the clinic...

din noe coughing and headache can lead to slight depression??

i think the doc is funny... and he might have think too much...

it's true... i haven been feeling good recently...

Nursing a broken relationship... with many of my friends facing problems from all areas.. stress from work... cos i dun seems to be performing.. haiz.. hearing things i dun wanna hear.. seeing wat i dun wished to see.. and wanting to say so much but i cant say... (that explains my nick.. "sometime.. i just wished to be deaf... blind.. and mute..) but all these shouldnt lead to depression?? haha..

Maybe doc is just over worried? i had history of it.. about 2 years back? it was almost similar..

well.. i've been a really good ger recently.. haven been clubbing and going out for 2 weeks le.. not drinking also... becos im sick... and is on medications.. and i had no mood at all.. haiz.. maybe that's y im depress? hahahah...

this doc.. gave me so many medicine.. eeeee... and it's freaking exp.. for the 1st time.. i had to pay $30 for doc.. aiyo.. luckily can claim..

i shall be a good ger.. and eat the medicine... haha... if not.. i might end up seeing a psychiatric? haha... ok.. im rubbishing... im alright.. really...