looking at the time... 8.40pm...

yes.. im home...

early...

as a matter of fact.. i was home at 5.30pm to day... amazing! super long nv reach home so early... but i was really tired today... tired for very long already... i need rest... as much as i dun like to be home so early... i forced myself to go home... haiz..

i dun like to be home at night.. cos it makes me think... think of alot of things... all kind of things...

suddenly... i feel out of place... there's no place for me... im lost...

i remembered... ppl used to describe me as an outspoken ger... someone who nv had any awkward moments with anyone.. be it new friends or old friends... but recently... i seems to lose this ability of mine... cant seems to talk with anyone.. i dun feel like talking anymore... i dunno y...

trying hard to find a small space in the world for me to hide myself.. but there aint any around..

where's the old me? i wanna find back the old me!!