i admit... i've changed...

it's no longer the 'as long as you are next to me.. everything's good' scenario..

it's hard and tiring to keep asking from you... for things that i really wan.. but you can nv give... the feeling is like holding you hand high up into the sky.. trying all ur best to reach to the clouds... so near... yet so far...

you said you had aspirations to fulfill... and you dun wan to regret in future... and im supposed to be supportive.. and understand.. i just wanna say... i have my dreams too... i have my plans for future... and this future used to have you in it... but not anymore.. becos.. in your aspirations and dreams... i failed to see myself in it...

you said you dun understand me anymore... maybe you nv understood me at all... things can nv stay the way they are always.. we changed with environment.. we moved with the crowd... i did... but u didnt... u stood where u were 2 years back... but i have moved on.. far away.. u cant catch up...

im no longer the girl.. who needs support constantly.. who goes into depression... who needs to be supported finacially.. no longer the girl.. who ask for nothing... except to have u by my side... i have expectations now.. and these expectations are always changing... and it gets higher... but it also means.. my disappointment get higher too...

we are both tired... maybe it's good to rest... and leave everything to fate.. at least for once.. we do not need to fight so hard for something...