the weekend is ending again... so is cny...

no luck on MJ this cny... have been losing... yesterday went to shi xiong's house to play... fainted... im the only one losing money... haha... luckily play small small nia...

and the best thing is... shi xiong house got 8 cats!!! my god... nv in my 23 years of life... have i stayed so close to cats... scary... if i have know... i would not have gone to his house.. lol... and the mj session lasted for quite long... dunno y... everyone wanna win big.. so the game alwway ended big... which also means i have to pay alot of money cos im always not the one calling game...

shi xiong played the song... 'ni heng ai ta'... very long nv hear this song le... used to love it alot... now dun... cos the lyrics is sad... the ger is sad...

and i began to lose concentration during the game... dunno where my mind wonder to... somewhere... but dunno where... no concentrate = lose money... there's once... that im suppose to gang... but i forgot... and when i realise... the game ended...

game ended at almost 2am... went home... and only get to sleep at 3am... guess it's good to make urself physically tired... cos it will make u sleep very well... at least to wake up only in the morning... im very tired recently... esp these few days... haven been sleeping well... haven been eating well.. good way to continue losing weight though... haha...

went to buy my shoes cabinet today.. haha.. in the end got it at carrefour... my own cabinet of shoes... haha... too many liao... but still not enough...

watch 'Pursuit of HappYness" in the night... a show about a real story... nice show... heart-wrenching too.. to see the actor's plight... very sad... especially the scene whereby he has to sleep in public toilet with his son becos he has no money to pay the rent... and i think Chris Gardner is amazing... in a situation that bad... he can still clench his teeth and move on... for his son... amazing..

the show is about 'perseverance leads to success'... used to think it's true when young... den began to doubt as i grow older... issit true? dunno... only noe it takes lot of courage to preserver... a courage i dunno if i have it...

Chris Gardner is a good daddy... who do everything just for his son... though their life's hard... i think the son is happy... for having such a wonderful dad... sometime... i wished i had one too...