Monday, December 12, 200512:02 AM
night...
i'm beginning to hate night time...
i used to love night time.. especially when im working.. cos i dun have the luxury of staying up at night.. finally im not working anymore... but i realise.. thigns have changed...
night seems so lonely now.. i dunno y... xiao ben working now... xin busy with her own stuffs... seesm like no one have the time for me at night.. i began to hate night fall..
im feeling sad... im scared that i will turn to depression again.. seems like there's 2 me... in the day, im the normal me... but when night come... my mood changes totally... i dunno if it's because im going through PMS now.. i really hope it's that way... i really dunno...
what can i do to make myself feel better???