Sunday, August 28, 20051:16 PM
bad day...
haiz.. was sick for the past 6 days.. finally toda felt better le... i wasted alot of dear's money on doctors... even went to A&E to see doc.. wasted $70.. made him skip bio lesson on fri... i know he din wan to skip one... but because of me he skipped... haiz.. felt really bad... i feel that im a bad gf..
today... was suppose to go to his installation with him.. he already reached my house le... but i fly him kite... i din go with him... cos i was feeling very tired after the medication... i felt real bad and regretted my decision immediately when i heard his reaction.. i know he was upset by my answer.. but he din say... i just spoilt his day... haiz.. i dun like the feeling.. haiz...
i really felt that im a bad gf... cos he is always trying to make me feel good but i always made him upset and worried... i think im not good enough for him.. haiz... feeling terrible now..
dear.. im sorry for today... =( sob sob..